sore and weary eyes

i finished watching on chnl 8, 唐伯虎点秋香 ;D
so nice, haha. been watching for yrs. but, still not sick of it. haha.
but, mom is sick of it though. hah, but it's so nice la.
Stephen Chou's leh. hahahaha.. okay..

let's get serious, (LOL )
i dun understand, why must guys always put their buddies or friends first but not girlf?
girlf aint impt? im super pissed by this, is girlf thr to just if you like, you talk to her. if not, just cast her aside? CB lo, nb.
last boyf i'd likewise, friends are his priority, now, im having the "same type" of boyf again.
{backspaced what i wrote, if not idk what will happen. SHITYOU!}
BULLSHIT!

i always listen to you but nvr the opposite.. haha.
NO VULARITIES,
NO PIERCING OF NAVAL ( even ear piercing also restrict me la!)
NOT TO CRY TO YOU WHEN IM FUCKING UPSET,
AVOIDANCE OF WEARING TANKTOPS..
i reduce my scoldings,
i didnt pierce anything alr,
i always wear hoodies or cardi or whatsoever to cover up unless rly hot or what..
i tried my best, did you fucking appreciate?
NO!

for me, i just want simple things..
DUN KEEP SMOKING LIKE NO TMR, ( THOUGH YOU REDUCE, CAN REDUCE MORE?!)
ACC ME, CHAT AT NIGHT.
RETURN HOME EARLY..

nothing, i got nothing. we havent been chatting like last time!..
you always return home in the middle of the night and sleep till next day near evening, how to chat with you? you fucking tell me! CCB!

you make me cry shit everytime i think of this, i wna do well in math to be like you. getting an A1, but you dun hlp at all now. impatience of yours are drowning me everytime you teach me. cos aftertht, you're always going out to meet your friends..
you always tell me you will pei me more, but it will only last for a fucking while. then, the cycle repeats. do i rly deserve all this?
you want your dignity,
where's mine then?
when i talk to you bout all this longer, you will always end up getting furious. WTF!?

and, you're entering army soon, i'll be left alone once again. CONGRATULATIONS TO ME, MYSELF, SIYUN! let's celebrate!
lastly, can you come and chat with me asap? it's always me calling you nowadays.
i rly miss & luv you alot no matter how i scold. dun always ps me for friends...