im feeling damn sucky and confused.
i dun like this Siyun, i dun like.
im always glad tht i've you by my side no matter what happen. you will side me and understand the plight im in. there's lots of fadings and quarrels. but, we still maintain it well. but, im lacking your company till i dunno what to do. i realised i dun pick quarrels or wna meet you like used to. cuz, i just dun feel the same thing in you anymore. you changed? im then, starting to feel the same..
talked to yah, indeed, it faded 20- 30%. mine? idk, perhaps quite an amt? i dun like it to be fading, alright, fading, alright, fading... it made me feel so not confident, it isnt suppose to be so, it isnt.
you're one who're better inclined in math, jumping and things bout basketball. im totally diff, but im proud to have you this way.. however, when the army days get nearer...
you make me feel that im not your priority once again. cuz, it's either you're busy playing or w friends. im not so there yet unlike last time? im always shifted to the back or night. but, when night comes. by then, i would have fallen asleep or doing smth else.
though i always "forced" yah home, i just wna more company. but, you always get unhappy when this happen. cuz, at times you were rushing home.. just tell me what to do?
maintain it is what you want, but can you make it? you cant? you dun bloody follow what you say. Z.
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