UNGLAM!.. LEARNING TO BE INDEPENDENT W/O BOYF. ):

just then in the evening sent Boyf. off to camp w his Jiefu.
and, within 10min. i dozed off at the backseat SNORING.
with my mouth opened widely after awhile. TSK!
actually, they didnt notice my snoring till the blasting music went down or smth.
then, Boyf. said my snoring can be heard la. tsktsktsk!
ps dao!~
and, when i wokeup.
i did a dumb thing.
i looked at Boyf. who's seated in front and told him i open my mouth while sleeping! ):<
how dumb can i get?
reached P.R., Boyf. got off and we headed back to Jurong to fetch his sis.
whole way thru, i dare not fall asleep. feared of snoring and wide opened mouth.

luckily, my Boyf. told me aftertht. he can see that im deadbeat.
so it's excusable uh? X:

honestly, idk whats w me snoring and opening my mouth widely while sleeping mans.
should i visit a doc?
so unglam. tsktsk.
i rather drool than snoring and opening my mouth widely mans. tsk.

hmms, another thing is. im learning to be independent.
but, i feel so strange.
without anybody by my side giving me comfort or support like used to.
it's so empty and stressful.
im so wholly dependent on Boyf.
that's pathetic, isnt it?
how? tell me how? ):<