Can I cry?

im feeling unhappy.
yeah, moodless.
got to know something which i wanted to know.
but, turned out shitty.
yes, pure shitty..
dun ask me bout anything, please.
i might flare up any moment.
so goddamnit. (:

nowadays, been feeling moodless.
3/4 of May had passed.
and, almost the whole 3/4 im feeling assed.
so pathetic.
if only, i can keep everything to myself w/o feeling negative.

im accumulating my tears man.
suck like spinach.
i wna burst into tears.
but, i cant.
im strong, and i dun think it deserves my tears.
it doesnt!

i need comfort hugs, rly. ):

it's so hurtful.