i need to learn how to manage my emotions and moods.

im so angry.
alright, i wont post this post w any vulgarities no matter how pissed i am.

in the late afternoon at about 2pm, i went out to meet Boyf. for movie, Transformers.
we wanted to get the 2.40pm timeslot. however, there were no more seats for 2.
so, chose the next timeslot that has got 2 seats together was 5.40pm show.
we went for that.

hence, we had spare time in between before the show starts. i accompanied Boyf. to get the stuffs he need for his camp. i went to look at the stuffs i want too.
firstly, Boyf. went to get an additional battery. coincidentally, i spotted an awesomely fabulous Hotpink HP casing. i had intentions to get it, however it is only for some Nokia HP, 5800, E71. it is so nice, really great! therefore, i went over to Samsung store to check whether they have those pretty casing. to my greatest disappointment. they dont, they only have those black casing. so, did not get it.

secondly, headed over to Harris. i'd wanted to look for Korean language books. i searched the entire place. i only found 2 Korean language books. both of them, were not beneficial to me as those things on it can be found on sis' Korean Language book already. hence, went over to Popular.

things over at Popular were more pathetic. they dont even have 1 Korean language book. i was utterly disappointed after these few incidents. my mood was totally foul. it like those gonna cry any minute due to exasperation.

-MOVIE-

Transformers is great!
i mean like i love those Transformers. it's so cool!
it makes me look forward to its future films.
i want to watch it again mans.

-MOVIE ENDED-

came out of the theatres. Boyf. started calling and stuff..
he need to go off to have dinner with his parents last minute. but, he had to find his friends first when he had already said he will accompany me at the same time. everything sort of got crashed, he seem so 魂不守舍.
but, i didnt say anything.

after that, since it was on the same way. i went into Converse to look at the pair of Hotpink shoes, to see whether they have those "high-cut" types or whatever it's called. there arent any. then, i heard someone called me. " Deziree.."( i was wearing jersey..) turned around to look for the one who called me since rarely anybody did? saw this trio. two girls one guy. the girl who called out my name had eye contact w me and avoided it after, pretending nothing had happened. thereafter, leaving (i assumed it's her Boyf.) her Boyf. and her friend staring at me.

it's like so zzzzzzzz?
when she calls out for me and turns away leaving both her friends staring at me.
though, it's not the first time i came upon people calling out for me when im wearing jersey and i dont know them.
however, both times. the people who called out avoided having eye contact with me but their friends were all staring at me.
what is it about? they call and pretend nothing had happened. when im left there with all those queer stares. i got so pissed. ( though may seem unreasonable or childish of me to get angry. but it's like so stupid of them!)

subsequently, Boyf. went to get something.
something happened in between which got me very dumbfounded and angry.
shall not say about it.

quarreled, and i'd to gulped down lots of water to last me home before bursting.
zzzzzzz. now, he's unhappy. i am unhappy.