met Jiabao, Yuwei and Hengjie at Shaw House in the evening for The Hole (a movie btw).

errrrr, it wasnt nice and abit lame ah.

fears turning into horror experiences, lmao.

but i like Lucas (was it Lucas?) the young boyboy. LOL. he's cute. heh.

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i guess he doesnt visit this space so i'm posting this.

i'm missing him hell lots.

everyday i'm thinking & thinking, trying to find ways to get back.

but as days passed, i feel that my chance just decreases or in actual, there may be none for me in fact.

cuz ..... yep.

every now and then, i'll be constantly wondering,

if one fine day, i don't contact him or my presence just aint there anymore, will he realise? will he miss me?

i guess i know the answers, but deep inside, i'm trying to be a coward and pretend idk.

god damn me.

i'm still wishing for the same thing though...

if only he will come back to me..

just give me a yes and i'll be good.