it's still not possible btwn us isnt it?

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i need my remedy.
why wont - come back?
i'm willing to take initiative to ask or do smth again.
but will i face your hostility and unwillingness again?
or maybe once in awhile, come & talk to me willingly? :(




i'm resisting and enduring at my best.
the struggle of not contacting you, not missing you, not to hope for this rs everyday is tougher than taking any exams.
i know i'll pass or even do well for exams if i put in my best effort.
but it will never be for this case....