Wednesday, November 24, 2010

show me signs.



Ah Mah & I when i'm celebrating my 1 year old birthday.
(I do not know if i'd posted this photo up before but I'm still gna post it)

exactly one month since the demise of beloved Ah Mah..
time flies isnt it?

seemingly, she is still around and not gone.
I miss her alot alot alot. does she know?

shall continue blogging later I guess, I'm so afraid I'll breakdown in class. fuckshit.
abrupt end. bye.

edit 12.22am/

returning back to this post brings me tears. fml.
seeing anything that reminds me of her breaks my heart.

I still dun understand,
how can she be taken away from us just like that without any hint that she's leaving!?!!!
and cuz of that most of us wasn't there at the very last moment.

I totally regret not accompanying her more.

I can still rmb vividly how she smile, her touch & how she waved the last goodbye to me.

why all these leave a deep mark on me only when she's gone? WHY!?
fuck my life seriously. fuck it.

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