A tearful love & respect for her she miss

I didn't know I'll get that fs question from fs itself.

I already had that answer in mind, 24th October 2010.

The very day that left an indefinite impact on me.

Calculated the days, it's a simple yet painful process for me; much more painful than I'd imagined..

It's been 4 months 2 days since she's been away from us.

Am I too occupied that I did not take notice it's been so long?

It still made me tear just by the pure thought of it.

It's an ordeal which I'll never make it through for my entire life.

I want her back, can I?

I'm born a dreamer full of imagination.

Some times, I'll still hope she'll visit me, give me a dream or two.

Some days, I feel like she's still around..

Some nights, I feel like crying all my heart out w/o any restrictions just for her.

I miss her too much even though it's been months.

Ah Mah, how're you? Ah Yun miss you....