A good news and a bad news...

I guess for those who're my friends on fb and twitter would have known that WWSS Guitar Ensemble clinched a GOLD for this year's syf? 

I was there in TRCC when the result was announced..

so damn ganchiong! 

I was fucking elated and broke down in tears!

tears of joy! haha

Bet Mr Kevin Yeo must be the happiest person, all the 4 schools he coaches, 3 attained Gold w Honours and 1 Gold! 

ain't that awesome?! haha

alright, it's time for some bad news...

I shan't elaborate much..

guys just try to get the underlying meaning, alright?

I guess I'm back to my super stress days. 

it's for real now. not for my material wants but needs.

just got slapped in the face by reality.

hate it. double hate it. triple hate it. hate it to the infinity.

I'm turning 18 in few months time. 

to be honest, I don't think I deserve all the load of working for money. rly.

peers of my age, most of them are so relax. who gives a damn bout working for earning $$ for their needs?

now, I do. 

Coping studies and work. isn't an easy thing.

waking up so early everyday (literally every day!!!!) is so tiring. I wish I can rest. but who gives a damn bout me being tired? nobody understands.

they just say who ask you dont slp early, who ask you this or that. 

do you think I dont wna rest?

do think bout it..

hopefully, none of those stupid decisions gna affect my education. no matter how much I complain bout sch, I'm still gna at least get a diploma. so get that idea out of you that I'll have to work full time.  

I wish adults are more sensible. 

why bother coming up with an irrational decision and get yourself stuck in the midst of no where? 

srsly, this is fucked! so fucked!

I don't even know how exactly should I feel.

the frustration in me is building up rapidly. 

but, never would I want myself to hit the brim. 

I swear I'll go nuts. 

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

argh, nvm. I guess you guys are also sick of hearing such things from me. 

I shall run away from reality for the night. 

goodnight.