Envious

gna be a packeddddddd week. UT2 is starting.
I'm tensed. I'm afraid I'll do badly if not, I'm afraid I'll fail to cope.
ah, all the best to ppl out there taking exams and myself.

hmmm, I'm rly wondering.
what's your motive?
do you rly wna me to move on that much? rly?
If you wna me to, just tell me.
It's btr than having myself, pondering over your actions.
It sucks.
Feelings for you and your actions left me a big qns mark.

I wish to get that high on alcohol like the one we'd at Rivervalley (was it Rivervalley??) 

at least, I held my partner's hands. I felt concern when I was rly down. 

Maybe, I need a dose of that after my UTs. 

ohyeah. just a note. I'm not a frequent drinker nor an alcoholic.

I want a happy birthday.
I still rmb last yr's. I cried madly despite all the well wishes cuz you told me off just as the clock struck 12. it felt so bad. I nvr wna go thru such a bday again.
I just wish this yr's gna be btr. I want to have a Happy 18th w all my love ones, possible?
are you gna be one of them?


insecurities creeping in once again........