Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Happy 18th Birthday, K.

edited 11pm/

idk why i'm still feeling so miserable.
everything that had taken place for the past few months seem so surreal.
i'm trying to get back to my usual self by doing things that make me feel btr.
however, there are always obstacles.
i keep telling myself, one day for sure i'll be rid of all that awful feelings/mood.
but when will that day arrive? argh

sometimes, i just can't control my emotions or how i feel.
hence, i'll rant to friends or whoever.
i think they're alr sick and tired of all that alr ya.
cuz i'm also tired of saying the same things.
but i can't freaking control!

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i'm still not used to Ahmah's passing.
i miss her.

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